Teaser

I know I'm pretty cruel, teasing you like this, but sorry - GAD has been torturing me the last few days and now I suddenly feel SO much better that I can't stop myself. Besides, I think this is the first time I ever tell anyone about this feeling I get every now and then... it's something very essential for me, so essential that so far I have wanted to keep it to myself. Anyway, I thought I should try to write at least something about it, after giving that honesty promise when I started this blog and all. It won't be easy to write what I'm experiencing right now because it feels like I have a Chinese New Year party going on inside my head, but I'll try. So, here goes...

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OH. MY. GOD. I know this feeling...

It always hits me out of the blue, suddenly and with out a warning (this time it hit me when I was refilling my coffee mug in the kitchen). It's the most wonderful feeling I know, it's something like the ultimate endorphin high and adrenaline kicks at the same time. It doesn't happen often, maybe once a year, at tops. It's like a thought that suddenly makes itself known in my brain, something that makes me think "That's it, why I didn't think of that earlier? That's how it has to be!" I just know there's no way to stop it, and there's no way to stop me. I LOVE IT. This feeling tells me I'm soon going to do something most people would consider absolutely insane, but something I would simply call an ADVENTURE.

(hint: the last time I got this feeling, the result was that I bought tickets to São Paulo at 3AM, went to sleep, and woke up the next morning thinking "Holy shiiiit, I'm going to friggin' Brazil!" xD)

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stay tuned, I promise I will get back to this... SOON.

Yours truly-